Florida Time Forgot, Mark Renz 1-239-368-3252
Slow Thoughts
Mark Renz photo and words
From a distance at 60 mph
I could tell the object in the road
was motionless
Still, I slowed to 40
glanced over in the oncoming traffic lane
for a quick gawk
Dead yellow-bellied slider, I mumbled
A shame
They don't stand a chance on our busy back roads
Before speeding up again
a thought spread through my brain
What if it isn't dead
Quick u-turn --
after checking traffic
Pull over
Hop out of my truck
Bend way down and take a slow look
Blood on the pavement
Yellow skin still looks fresh
animal just hit
I gently scoop it up
A leg twitches
Still alive!
A closer look behind the head
shell crushed
White bones protruding through carapace
Organs exposed behind one of the legs
Now what?
Rescue it?
I'm on my way to work
running late already
Where could I take it on short notice?
And isn't it so close to death
that recovery is impossible?
Should I try saving it anyway
or leave it in the grass
for the buzzards and ants
that will do their duties swiftly
but without mercy
I take a last look
a slight wiggle again in one of the legs
Turn away, I tell myself
I do...several times
then quickly climb back into my truck
and spin my tires
Merging with other uprighters
onto Hwy. 31 North
We're all late for work
or speeding for no other reason
than to get there quickly
Did I desert the turtle
Or do the right thing
leaving it to the natural world
where it will be quickly consumed
Such thoughts make the veins in my head
feel as if they're going to burst
so I turn up the radio
and listen to something more pleasant
like politicians bashing one another
over which of them is best fit
to bash the other party's leader
It's good to be back
in my world
where I don't have to think so much